today I went to the hospital for radiation and was sent home without it because the machine broke down. . . then went for breakfast with joao and went home without it because I broke down. . . then went to work and left early because I had an oncology appointment scheduled, called up to make sure doc was on time and they said she was running about half an hour late, then called in from the highway (15 minutes before the new appointed meeting time) to say I was stuck in traffic and was told not to come in after all because it was too late.